hi im kendell and you just might actually like my blog
i was born annoyed
herestothegirlthatwreckedmyworld:
this is exactly what i’m feeling right now
mhmm
I am so fucking sick of every social network site turning into the same fucking thing and all it is, is the same pictures, beautiful girls complaining about being ugly while people like me just want to have someone. I’ve never had that feeling of someone not wanting to lose me. And not that I would find it a good feeling if someone cried and got as upset as I do if I lose someone, but I would try extra hard to not upset them. I just need someone whose willing to stay but I’m never going to have that. I wasn’t meant to have anything. My mom has given up on me and my dad treats me as if I’ve turned into her which I obviously haven’t. When are things supposed to turn up good. Nothing pod happen to me anymore. I’m so stuck in this family an situation where anyone that would understand or help, hates me. Why the hell am I like this? I can’t chose my family. So I have none that care for me. My dad hates everything. He yells at me for being able to retake something. What the hell. Thats only a small thing out of everything. I just want to get away. Why can’t god do anything good for me? It happens to everyone I know and they leave me right after that.